Friday, February 10, 2006

WE WON!

YAY
hahahahhah
yayness but its not a happy thing to me
i'm merely a reserve only
wenchi and i really loathe that fu-king teacher
we knew she kind of hate us and was being partial towards us
its obvious
she NEVER talks to us or watch us play
all she does was praising the seniors or those people playing the matches
unfair eh?
even someone lousier than us gets to play the competition
what the hell
i was refering to yesterday
i'm not begruding but its the fact
she cant serve the normal serve consistently
WHATEVER
anyway the score is 3-2
next week gonna play against anderson
sure lose : D
hahahhahh omg sorry for the insult people
nah i was kidding man
anyway i very frantic now cause i know i did really badly for common test one because of time constraint,uh huh,45minutes for two comprehensions, its too much man.just because i was absent for a day and the first comprehension took place on that VERY day coincidentally.
so i did two comprehension in a short period of time la
hopefully there will be things added on with the test paper like the spelling and stuffs like that..btw, mr sim made us write 25words of meanings from the dictionary because some people didnt hand up their work on time
so unfair ) :
there goes another juvenile matter so fuck up
my mum doesnt understand me. i'm so fed up. like i can be my own mother.i'm so beat every now and then since school started. my eyes are blurred every evening onwards and she doesnt bother. all she says was just you better study harder or else...bla bla she goes on sayin discouraging words..i have trainings so she gotta understand me. i'm so depressed almost everyday. i even thought of "death". at least i do study when i come home in the evenings i went through consolidating every textbook to understand that chapters better but she just doesnt know i did. i studied man.seriously. being in school team is tough and i tried to manage the schedule for everyday. i wanna be in a good cca and study well. why cant she get me. i'm trying. i'm an emotional person and gets really deeply hurt when i dont do well but regrets not studying. then i will study. this year i have never NOT study before okay.
i do discipline myself. though i feel adamant to quit the school team or remain, no confidence. no moral support. i'm just lonely.i wanna get well.( : let me smile make me smile you ass.
tmr gonna having training at nine in the morning and the teacher laments that she wants to uhm.. see how we play. hahahahhhah.
who cares. depends if i can wake up early tmr : D
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